Here it is, Summer's over and Fall's back, back to the cold winters I move, spending time in the cold weather just like my heart has been in a while, isn't something new to me.
I've spent cold winters with a cold heart before, but something's changed, there's a small fire within.
Like fallen withered leaves, my withered heart has fallen too, it's been battered and crumbled and just couldn't take it anymore, yet things are different. I feel warm now, the coldness of my heart seems to be seeping out, somewhere over to where it came from.
Things have been different these past few days, I'm laughing, singing, dancing back like I once was long before you, much long before you. I thought I could never go back to being that self again, turns out I was wrong again. I haven't been this happy, this calm or this confident in a while, I can't believe I lost this side of me, mostly you're to be blamed, don't you think?
Ah, never mind the past, I've found peace, hope you have too. Remember my last letter? Not writing this in pen and paper this time, this isn't worth that, I wrote I was done fighting and that was true, I have, I've found contentment in my defeat and so much more. You had been looking for someone in me, I hope you found her, because I write this today since I've found mine. That someone far away who had been waiting for me all this while, he found me. He finally found me, I'm happy he did, this empty cold, withering heart of mine has been lit by him and I tell you, it's much better this way. It feels warm and cozy, feels like sitting in front of the fireplace cozied up in the arms of the person you love, that kind of warmth. It didn't take me long to know who he was and who he would be to me. He's someone more important that anything I've ever had or ever will have.
I've fallen, fallen in love.
To read the letter I am referring check this out: https://hysteriawrites.blogspot.com/2020/09/a-letter-to-my-lover.html
