Just a dream?

The blue end of the grey sky seems to come but it never does. 
And the dark clouds of the dark sky seem to remain persistent. The one tone hue that strangely calms me down, gets on the nerves of another. 
The periodic flashes of light that straightens my soul, tears someone else's apart. 
The stars that lie above that dark layer still shimmer with their might and I beneath them. 
The drops now in Symphony fall over my broken self... Seeping into the cracks of my soul and filling them up.
Letting all the butterflies out, I found myself. The tides of the ocean I am.....seem to come still. My fears leave me like the leaves fall off from their branches. These gushes of wind seem to take me somewhere, somewhere I've never been, somewhere I'm meant to be. 

Just then I open my eyes ending the dream of a life time, 
The dream of serenity.
and realised where I am
-a state of uncertainty. 

... Back to being in the state of misery, 
The state of unwanted reality...